Poem at the Moment

This has nothing to do with the poem. 
I just thought their friendship's beautiful.
I took this photo in Camp Philips. 
Kids know what life is really about. Free.


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I feel like a vessel

so empty

I have no dreams

and it scares me

I'm not much of an

emo type either

Right now 

i am just is

And i don't know

how to feel

about that

I am not afraid of 

the future

It's just that

i haven't really

figured out

what i really want

I feel like time

is running away

I don't want it

to pass me by

So i kind of grab

my brush,

tried to paint

hoping this would 

be it for me.

But then again my work

doesn't look that good

I figured maybe 

I'd like to try writing

So i read books 

as many as i can,

then i write and write,

wondering if this would

be of value to my readers,

that is, if i have one,

But i do have one, 

and im glad.

I don't really much know

about anything,

sometimes it would bother me.

I tried to read books,

gather information on the net

just to close the gap

of not knowing much.

But i don't really want

to know much.

I just want to know

something about

things i care.

I don't have much things

i care about,

only God

I wonder really if he

has all the answers.

I know he has.

I want to get those

answers.

Maybe because 

I would really

like to become

somebody.

Somebody I would

really 

be 

proud

of.

Author: Me, tabulyogang.info

This is me trying to get my thoughts on paper. I wonder if anybody feels the same way that i do now. 

Thanks for reading anyway. And to the one who i think cares enough to check on me by reading my blog(kabalo naka kinsa ka) thank you. 

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Thank you's

1. Oh my! I have to tell you how delighted i was to see your name on my google friend connect. You have no idea how honored i felt hahaha. To Natalie of Vanilerry Garden, thank you. (I hope u get to read this) 

2. To buzz lightyear of Black Swamp Cornucopia, thank you for the Versatile Blogger Award. I wasn't expecting that! ahaha thank you so much! 

3. Abba-cakes thank you. Always and always, draw me near to you.