I never thought that id come to have problems with so much time in my hands.
I just don't know what to do now that my life is my responsibility.
I do not wish to be a child again like I did not wish to get older when I was a child.
I never thought of responsibility
I'm no teen, how can i not know about this thing.
But I dont. I dont know.
I like myself but with so much time I see so much of me.
It gets,. it gets. boring.
Every afternoon the questions start coming.
And every move does not satisfy.
I am thirsty I could die.
But Lord for today
Just for today
Keep me away from boredom.